I Push

I could let you pull me in, but instead I push away

I can’t tell you why I’m so resistant, I’ve always been this way

Anytime someone gets close, I build my wall a little higher

Afraid only pain will come from the things that may transpire

But you

You make me want to break down all my walls

I want to jump right in, unafraid, ready for the fall

But I know I’ll never do it, I am weary of the unknown

So you pull and I’ll push harder, you pull, I push, I push