babylove;

first loves are different for everyone, but no matter how many times I’ve fallen in and out of love – my first will always hold a special place in my heart. this is our story, in a series of short stories ❤

denial; amiright?

another summer passed, another missed chance junior year started and we went back to acting as if that summer didn’t happen. I was masking my depression a lot better, so much so that I was actually enjoying life again. I guess now is as good as time as any to mention my on-again, off-again boyfriend…

hellogoodbye.

if I hadn’t fallen before, I was completely smitten that summer sophmore year came to a close, but it was just the beginning for us. we spent every single day of that summer on the phone. from the moment we woke up, we were texting each other throughout the day. as soon as 9oclock hit…

metaphorical embrace

I was still struggling, but I did my best to put on a brave face my nights were spent silently crying as I called my brother’s phone over and over again just to hear his voice. there are no words that could accurately describe how much I missed him. & my days? – well, my…

lifesaver

*TRIGGER WARNING: content discusses suicide*

afterschool special

I had never been a hotter commodity on myspace ‘I’m sorry for your loss’ and ‘I’m here if you need me’ messages filled the screen when I logged into myspace that day after school. so many people that had said less than a few words to me in the six months I’d been there now…

beautiful tragedies

I wanted to die. the world felt empty without him and it was not a place I wanted to be. my brother meant everything to me and it felt impossible to keep going knowing he was gone. I contemplated how I would do it, razor. pills. kitchen knife, as I walked down the hall the…

meet cute.

I shouldn’t remember this as vividly as I do .. August 2007 was so long ago. but you, I still see these moments with you like it’s the first time I laid eyes on you. I was always a social butterfly, so being the new girl never took me out of my element. there was…