first loves are different for everyone, but no matter how many times I’ve fallen in and out of love – my first will always hold a special place in my heart. this is our story, in a series of short stories ❤


*TRIGGER WARNING: content discusses suicide*

afterschool special

I had never been a hotter commodity on myspace ‘I’m sorry for your loss’ and ‘I’m here if you need me’ messages filled the screen when I logged into myspace that day after school. so many people that had said less than a few words to me in the six months I’d been there now…

beautiful tragedies

I wanted to die. the world felt empty without him and it was not a place I wanted to be. my brother meant everything to me and it felt impossible to keep going knowing he was gone. I contemplated how I would do it, razor. pills. kitchen knife, as I walked down the hall the…

meet cute.

I shouldn’t remember this as vividly as I do .. August 2007 was so long ago. but you, I still see these moments with you like it’s the first time I laid eyes on you. I was always a social butterfly, so being the new girl never took me out of my element. there was…