sweet eternity

you next to me, that makes we beautifully intertwined in this space, in this time not a dream but reality I am yours, you are mine we are us this is now in this place, where it’s safe wrapped tight in your embrace right here, I think I’ll stay forever and always

me, myself & I

the only validation I need is my own I used to grovel to be accepted feared being rejected by the people I called my friends the only care I needed was mine, and mine alone I have learned as I have grown I know my value and my worth now my circle’s small but strong…

22 things I want to do in 2022

going into this new year, there are so many things I want to do with the next 365 days. the possibilities are endless, but these are the things at the top of my 2022 bucket list: 1. read 6 books every semester I find it harder and harder to read for leisure. so many of…

cheers to the new year

dear Father Time, I’m torn, because, while I have a few bones to pick with you, I am also grateful for the abundance of love that surrounded me over the last year. through the best and the worst of times, there is so much to look back on and appreciate. january my motherfucking birthday month!…

entry #21

dear depression diary, thinking back, I can’t believe there was ever a time when I didn’t prioritize myself. I always have been and (probably) always will be–a people pleaser. if there’s one thing I wish I could tell my younger self is to make sure she puts her energy into people who will put that…

tiempo

these seconds turn into minutes, turn into hours, turn into days but none the same as the one before with you. these moments turn into memories, that I will keep me, forever more I adore, you and everything that you are. so much time spent talking and laughing til tears fall down I succumb, I…

entry #18

dear depression diary, sorry for my absence, a full course load is seriously kicking my ass – but I’m determined to graduate next summer so ya girl is putting in that WERK. I had a few minutes to spare in between assignments so I thought I’d do a quick update on my mental, physical and…

entry #14

dear depression diary, I’ve been on a such a high the last few days. the blog is doing so well! this week, we broke two records and I am completely giddy. I finally reached 100 followers and even got my first email subscribe. for those of you following the blog, thank you so much for…

rest, assured.

your love language may be acts of service, but you are a man of words how is it that I forgot to love you the way I love to be loved? the way that you love me you know deceit and betrayal as well as I do maybe even on a deeper level I should…