sweet eternity

you next to me, that makes we beautifully intertwined in this space, in this time not a dream but reality I am yours, you are mine we are us this is now in this place, where it’s safe wrapped tight in your embrace right here, I think I’ll stay forever and always

22 things I want to do in 2022

going into this new year, there are so many things I want to do with the next 365 days. the possibilities are endless, but these are the things at the top of my 2022 bucket list: 1. read 6 books every semester I find it harder and harder to read for leisure. so many of…

cheers to the new year

dear Father Time, I’m torn, because, while I have a few bones to pick with you, I am also grateful for the abundance of love that surrounded me over the last year. through the best and the worst of times, there is so much to look back on and appreciate. january my motherfucking birthday month!…

entry #21

dear depression diary, thinking back, I can’t believe there was ever a time when I didn’t prioritize myself. I always have been and (probably) always will be–a people pleaser. if there’s one thing I wish I could tell my younger self is to make sure she puts her energy into people who will put that…

entry #20

dear depression diary, one thing I have learned over the last couple of years is that I am worthy. once upon a time, there was someone in my life who would constantly tell me that no one else was ever going to “put up with me” the way he did, that no one would ever…

tiempo

these seconds turn into minutes, turn into hours, turn into days but none the same as the one before with you. these moments turn into memories, that I will keep me, forever more I adore, you and everything that you are. so much time spent talking and laughing til tears fall down I succumb, I…

entry #19

scroll down for one of my #onrepeat songs no surprise here, I’m self- sabotaging again… let me just start by saying that this is only the second healthy romantic relationship I’ve had in the fourteen years since I started dating and more than half of the time I feel like it’s too good to be…

a few of my favorite things

these are my favorite nights when we sit side by side and just write these are my favorite moments when we brainstorm and bounce around ideas you are my favorite person with your beautifully brilliant mind and kind heart blowing kisses from across the room while you sit at your desk and I sit at…

proximity

close. to the point where I could reach out and touch you and you’re there, but you’re not here silence. I’ve accepted it, because it is too loud to ignore it deafens my emotions until I’m numb love. I know that I feel it and that you do too but maybe it’s not enough you…